Please, I Want to Give Up

Please, Please
I want to give up
Let me give up
Please....

I cant bear this pain anymore
I cant bear this hatred anymore

Why should i be born??
Why should i exist??

I hate my existence!!
I am so sick of myself!!
Why should i live, if i can only be bother, burden and even toxic for others?

I m tired
Tired to fight myself
Tired to prove, only to meet a series of failures
Tired to meet my powerlessness and stupidity, again and again
Everything i did was futile

I wish i could just be disappear
I wish something could happen and erase my existence

"> \ _ _      M3!!!!"