Awareness

How much do you realize that 'yourself' is trying to avert you from truth and reality?
How much are you being aware how often it happen?
How much are you being aware everytime it happen?
Even though you aware, Will you be able control it all the time?
Do you know that your feeling, your wish, your consciousness and unconsciousness, your desire, and even your mind is trying to deceive you? Have u ever think that your own "mechanism", both physics and mentally, is trying to 'manipulate' you?
But, who are 'you' anyway?? Are 'you' even exist??